Reading odd things
words of other people
someimes considered
books
Hurts
hurts in a spot
where no one thinks
anything
resides
the whole which
a heart resides
never lonely
is it though
many friend
gather around it
keeping it alive
it keeping them
aive aswell
Even though
good intentions
are ment
not much of them
touch the skin
just the made up ones
Rena
Dragged in
The noise penetrates my thoughts
Never letting go
I need to leave
I feel the need
To run
Miles away
Far away
But she would have nothing to do with that
She, the one who cares
The only one
Would drag me back
Back to surface
Out of my hole
And into the sun
The burn
The pain
The only place to be with
My beloved sister
No one else will ever see
What really goes on in our minds
Rika
I wish I knew what was going on
In that head of hers
Always moving never saying
Anything
Ok
Her voice rang out trying her hardest
But the bus will
Always be louder
Grabbing her hand as her backpack slid on
Rushing out the door
I would be the one
The one to help my sister
My only sister
My only family
Were stuck together
Like glue
No matter what she says
I wont let her wander
Get lost
Surrounded by strangers by the dozen
I am her Sole protector Always
Down the stairs
Just as I thought
Theirs Rika
Waiting
Holding my backpack out
Never looking impatient
She finally looks over
Come on, we should get going
Her comments always leave me thinking
Thinking
None of this is real
Its too perfect
Fitting together
Like words in a book
Knitted tightly together.
Rika moves forward
Her hand waving in front of my face
Gently
Are you in there?
A giggle comes after and so the
Honking of the bus
Continues
Opposites
Rena Rika
Shy Outgoing
Straight As Cs and Ds
Book Worm Soccer captain
Its too depressing
To go on
And Ill miss my bus
And so will Rika
She always
I mean ALWAYS
Waits for me
On everything
Including
Showers
Well, all bathrooms related things
Eating breakfast
I hope you get the idea already
Rena
A list
To help me understand
Our differences
And maybe even this book
Its probably too complex
For even words
Words which have been my
Sole protector
Besides Rika
She doesnt count
At least I wouldnt think so
If Im wrong please correct me
If only you could
Rika
I think
Theres something
Wrong
With my sister
She has everything I want
And wants none of it
I would trade lives with her
In a second
But, Id probably fuck it up
Cs arent bad
But As are a lot better
Being shy is hard
Especially when
I have to keep our conversations going
All the time
Its the least I can do for her
Though
She desperately needs it
Maybe, Ill convince her into some
Book club
She reads enough to be the captain
Rena
Do opposites truly attract?
Could I be an exception to that rule?
Would She let me even try?
Rika, I mean
My twin, the strength of the two
The talkative one
The all around better twin
As long as grades werent as important
As they seem to be
We have some things in common
But, I dont think parents count
Do they?
How can two people
Growing up together
Same house
Almost same experiences
Always together
Be exact opposites?
No one seems
To know.
I guess Ill have to wait
A few thousand years
Or until a scientist actually cares
Reading odd things
words of other people
someimes considered
books
Hurts
hurts in a spot
where no one thinks
anything
resides
the whole which
a heart resides
never lonely
is it though
many friend
gather around it
keeping it alive
it keeping them
aive aswell
Even though
good intentions
are ment
not much of them
touch the skin
just the made up ones
Rena
Dragged in
The noise penetrates my thoughts
Never letting go
I need to leave
I feel the need
To run
Miles away
Far away
But she would have nothing to do with that
She, the one who cares
The only one
Would drag me back
Back to surface
Out of my hole
And into the sun
The burn
The pain
The only place to be with
My beloved sister
No one else will ever see
What really goes on in our minds
Rika
I wish I knew what was going on
In that head of hers
Always moving never saying
Anything
Ok
Her voice rang out trying her hardest
But the bus will
Always be louder
Grabbing her hand as her backpack slid on
Rushing out the door
I would be the one
The one to help my sister
My only sister
My only family
Were stuck together
Like glue
No matter what she says
I wont let her wander
Get lost
Surrounded by strangers by the dozen
I am her Sole protector Always
Down the stairs
Just as I thought
Theirs Rika
Waiting
Holding my backpack out
Never looking impatient
She finally looks over
Come on, we should get going
Her comments always leave me thinking
Thinking
None of this is real
Its too perfect
Fitting together
Like words in a book
Knitted tightly together.
Rika moves forward
Her hand waving in front of my face
Gently
Are you in there?
A giggle comes after and so the
Honking of the bus
Continues
Opposites
Rena Rika
Shy Outgoing
Straight As Cs and Ds
Book Worm Soccer captain
Its too depressing
To go on
And Ill miss my bus
And so will Rika
She always
I mean ALWAYS
Waits for me
On everything
Including
Showers
Well, all bathrooms related things
Eating breakfast
I hope you get the idea already
Rena
A list
To help me understand
Our differences
And maybe even this book
Its probably too complex
For even words
Words which have been my
Sole protector
Besides Rika
She doesnt count
At least I wouldnt think so
If Im wrong please correct me
If only you could
Rika
I think
Theres something
Wrong
With my sister
She has everything I want
And wants none of it
I would trade lives with her
In a second
But, Id probably fuck it up
Cs arent bad
But As are a lot better
Being shy is hard
Especially when
I have to keep our conversations going
All the time
Its the least I can do for her
Though
She desperately needs it
Maybe, Ill convince her into some
Book club
She reads enough to be the captain
Rena
Do opposites truly attract?
Could I be an exception to that rule?
Would She let me even try?
Rika, I mean
My twin, the strength of the two
The talkative one
The all around better twin
As long as grades werent as important
As they seem to be
We have some things in common
But, I dont think parents count
Do they?
How can two people
Growing up together
Same house
Almost same experiences
Always together
Be exact opposites?
No one seems
To know.
I guess Ill have to wait
A few thousand years
Or until a scientist actually cares
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